That anger.

I want to free myself from this immense anger

That grows inside me,

A giant wave that surrounds me,

And I only see darkness.

I want to know how to make her leave,

But it got so big…

I am a rough sea,

Fast forward, without end.

I know this fury will cease

When you hear my voice—

She who once spoke,

Before I became like this.

Destroyer, hurt my soul

Without me saying yes first.

It advances more and more, until finally

Travel back in the white trawler

That I created myself.

But I can control it.

I let her come and go,

Until the landscape calms down.

There is no more…

And finally,

The immense anger I have inside me.

Vanessa Lamounier Soares